I have been so behind on my blog and I do apologise. There is so much that happens in my day that I can't seem to find a few minutes and sit and type the things that are on my mind. I have had so many crazy things happen the past few days that I felt that I had to put my foot down and say No enough is enough.....and I am so proud of myself that I did. I just needed to have my voice heard in many aspects. And Thank you God for hearing me in the time that was crucial. My uncle's 46th Birthday was yesterday....So Happy Birthday to you Tio. My mom, grandparents, Banana and I went to lunch to celebrate his Birthday!
As you know I lost my uncle to kidney failure Dec. 2009. It is a very hard situation. A lot of people that I tell how hard it was for me to loose him; I feel like they don't understand someone said "Oh he was just your uncle." But that is were they are wrong, he was like my father. He had the best advice and was the sweetest man that I have ever known. He was the type of man that would give you the shirt off his back if you were in need of it. I know that he is not suffering any longer and I feel selfish for wanting him here still and to be with me and be only a phone call away. But he is a prayer away now. I know that he is with me always and is there even if I don't think he is. I just wish I could have one last conversation, hug, kiss, or even him make fun of me (which he did regularly) I wish that I could have had a good bye and an I love you. But I know that the last time we saw each other I will hold close to my heart and never forget it.
Sorry everyone that it is a sappy blog today.....that is just was is in my heart and soul at this moment! I hope that if you are going through a hard time and have no one to listen know that I am there with you and I know that it will be fine. YOU JUST HAVE TO HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF!
Have a Beautiful Havoc day!
Priscilla
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